



But now, I look back and I kind of smile at how silly those feelings are to me (I'm not discounting your feelings about that- they are real to you right now) But it's silly to me now because once I realized that the only people that I will see in those rooms are dealing with the same issues I am! So why are any of us embarrassed about that? lol. I completely understand that mind set because I had the same mind set years ago before I finally came into the rooms. I don't have a recommendation for online meetings, but I wanted to weigh-in on your reasons. First, I want to say that I'm actually jealous of you for trying to deal with this NOW at your age! I think of all the years I lost and ridiculous choices I made for my entire adult life and I wish that someone had shaken me and told me what I already knew- that my life was not being managed well and I needed help.
